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Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Baby Bump

"Life is always a rich and steady time when you are waiting for something to happen or to hatch." - E.B. White

Well we are definitely experiencing pure joy in our home lately! I am so excited to be able to share this new journey with all of you. We have a website underway, thanks to my awesome techy brother-in-law, which we will use for documenting baby things! But since I'm so excited... here's a little post before the website kicks off!

BUMP PROGRESSION!

4 Weeks, skinny to start!

6 Weeks, just a bit of pudge
8 Weeks, and a bit more pudge
10 Weeks, I think this is the week I popped
11 Weeks, Pregnant! Yes  I know I'm "showing early" but hey my torso is very small! (I had also had a few meals I'm sure)

Sunday, March 4, 2012

Forced Simplicity

Wow, what a weekend it has been!! We had been hearing predictions of this huge storm hitting, but how many times have we heard that this year with no storm to speak of?? Well, this time they couldn't have been more RIGHT!

Friday night we ventured home from Traverse City in a blizzard that caused the short 15 minute trip to take much longer. Luckily, I was following Ken and my mom so I had a clear view of what was ahead of me... until all the snow on the roof of my car decided to obscure my whole windshield! Thank goodness for strong windshield wipers. The heart was pounding then! Once safely home around 11:15, the power began to flicker and completely die. Which left me with a candle, and the little thrill of excitement that I always feel when I am reduced to depending on candlelight and a capable husband. We woke up to a cold house, but not too bad, at least I had my own personal heater in bed next to me all night. The water supply ran out much faster than it seems it should have. I was so glad I had a gas stove to aid in putting a steaming mug of tea in my cold hands, and old gloves to cut the fingertips off of so I could function, and CARHARTTS :)

Oh my goodness was it beautiful outside! I wish I had pictures to share. Everything was solid white, the branches of the trees were so laden with snow that they touched the blanket below. When I woke up Peter was out clearing our drive with his brother's large tractor. Which gave me the opportunity to leave our little house and see what it looked like in Leelanau County. It was seriously breathtaking. My truck was so warm and sturdy on the barely plowed roads that lead to the Spinniken farm. What a blessing it was to have a safe haven where there was warm food, fellowship and a generator to run the furnace and one outlet strip. My wonderful husband who thrives on this kind of thing, was in action all morning clearing snow, retrieving vehicles, and getting the generator running. My phenomenal in-laws seemed so joyous at having the chance to get family all together to hunker down and wait it out together. Mom-in-law made a pot of chili with grandma's help. I found myself feeling that it could go on for days and I would be happy and taken care of.

Cousin Amy and Aunt Kathy came with the boys, Carson (3) and Liam (4months). What life and entertainment they brought with them. Carson is constant fun and excitement and Liam was so fun to get to know better. He is so smiley and sweet. I enjoyed cuddling him while he slept and I enjoyed even more watching Peter spend time with him.

The best part of a storm is the moment when it gets dark and all the candle must be lit. There is something so different and so peaceful about moving around the house in candlelight. You can't get much done, you can't be distracted by phones, computers, television, appliances... nothing. You can barely even see a book. So you are forced into simplicity. Grandma and Dad told stories about the past. We heard more about the Grandpa that Alissa and I never had the privilege of knowing. Pete is so like him, and I love hearing about the man he resembles in so many ways. We heard again the story of how Peter's first time driving the tractor he was only 4 years old! Needless to say he was only steering since his feet didn't reach :) But he was the only one on that tractor and I can only imagine how proud and important his little four year old self felt! We heard again how amazing Grandpa's raspberries were. That he could grow the most delicious and fruit laden plants. It is a beautiful thing to see how sorely missed he still is. But he sure has left a legacy and I can only hope I have a little boy to follow in his daddy, grand daddy and great grand daddy's footsteps!

Peter and I spent the night in our own 48 degree home. Thank goodness he is so warm, and we had four quilts on the bed! A hot shower was available in the morning at Spinniken's, thank goodness! That was the only thing I missed.

The point of this very long-winded post is to say that the things we rely on every single day were taken away from us this weekend. And I am so grateful. I love that the Lord gently takes away that which we take for granted. I love that he uses the simplicity to show us deeper and richer things to be thankful for. I love that he gives us stories, the stories we tell about the past when all ears are listening, and the stories that were made this weekend. I love that the loss of distractions bring everyone together. Every person I passed out shoveling their drive stopped to wave at the one lone car driving by. We were all united by our losses. The so-called state of emergency was just what we needed to slow the heck down and be peaceful. We all had plans of working on houses, cleaning up kitchens or finishing laundry. But sometimes we just need to be still. That's where gratitude is found, that's where relationships are built and best of all, that's where our loving and patient Father is waiting for us to return to His presence, in the stillness and the simplicity. We don't need all the crazy things we have come to rely on, we need God and we need each other. Now I just pray that I will go forward with more gratitude for that which we do have needlessly. A hot shower every day, running water and flushing toilets, bright shining lights anytime we want, phones to connect across the distance, microwaves, ovens, coffee pots.... pinterest ;)

Now I'm sure you've guessed by now that I have highlighted everything I was thankful for this weekend. It's kind of fun to realize how much there was when we felt like we had nothing. And reading back over it I am overcome with gratitude for my little life here in Leelanau, married to someone who makes weekends like this something to cherish, blessed with a family that I just love sitting around the house with. What a rich and beautiful life I have been handed. Honestly, I bet you wish you had been holed up at Spinniken's during the storm of 2012!!

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Niece Time

Yesterday I had the absolute privilege of spending the day in Grand Rapids with my absolutely perfect, almost 7 week old, niece and her mom. It was so good to just relax in their home with Sarah and Adele. Sarah is such a good mom and I loved getting the chance to observe their routine and think about my own someday. Adele is such a sweet little baby and Auntie Rach got lots of cuddle time! There is nothing like a sleeping baby curled up on your chest! What a blessed and wonderful day :)

Saturday, February 25, 2012

Thankfulness

Just wanted to share a chunk of the devotion for today from Jesus Calling. I just love the message. It is saying the exact same thing that One Thousand Gifts is about. Thankfulness is the key to joy.

"Thank Me for each blessing along the way; this brings Joy to both you and Me. A grateful heart protects you from negative thinking. Thankfulness enables you to see the abundance I shower upon you daily. Your prayers and petitions are winged into heaven’s throne room when they are permeated with thanksgiving. In everything give thanks, for this is My will for you."

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Lenten Journey 2012


So last year was the first time since elementary school that lent really meant something to me. I say "since elementary school" because I went to Trinity Lutheran, so naturally we attended lenten services every week for chapel on wednesday and sunday morning church. It always felt like a weeks long journey of big events leading up to Easter. But after leaving Trinity that was kind of lost for me. Last year Peter's Aunt Jan organized a study for us to do individually at home with the book "Reliving the Passion", but there was also a blog that she updated frequently where we could discuss what each portion of the study meant to us. Since I was undertaking the discipline of doing the study and focusing my heart and my mind on lent I also decided to give up sweets, and tackle a Jillian Michaels workout program. (I'm not sure whether the workouts were really related to lent, but it worked for me!)

I made it the whole nearly 7 weeks without sweets and I lost inches, but most importantly I really felt the weight of Christ's sacrifice. Too often Easter sneaks up on us and we haven't even had the time to stop and think about what it really means. I'm not saying you should give something up for Lent but I am saying that for those weeks leading from Ash Wednesday to Easter you should do something unique to you that will help you journey toward Easter stopping to think about each major event that took place on the way to the cross. For me giving something up was a physical reminder of the season. Every time I had to turn down dessert I was reminded that it was Lent. Doing the study helped me to think about each event in great detail. He died for us! That is huge! We should feel the gravity of that every day of our lives. Instead I think we take it for granted. We forget what he suffered. We forget that Jesus knelt down in the garden the night He knew He would be betrayed and He wept. He begged that it could be done another way. He asked God to spare Him. It wasn't easy for Him, but He gave His life for us.

I challenge you to remember everything this year. Don't just wait until Easter morning to be thankful that He died and rose again. Carry it with you for these next several weeks. Let it sink in. Think about all the unpleasantness and fully realize the magnitude of His love for you!

This year I am giving up Facebook. Hopefully every time it crosses my mind to go on Facebook it will remind me to stop and ponder. I also hope to use this time to think more clearly about what I do or do not need to buy. A financial challenge should be good for me :)

And finally, I began reading "He Chose the Nails" by Max Lucado. This should be an excellent book to facilitate deeper thought. Lucado focuses on the "gifts" of the cross. Every little thing, the nails, the robe He wore, the spit, the crown of thorns, all of them translate into a gift that has been given to us. Ideally I will use this blog to further my study by posting my thoughts and favorite passages. Feel free to follow along :)

Monday, February 13, 2012

Things I Learned in Cozumel

As I opened my book to read for the night the smell that escaped from it's pages transported me back to Cozumel. It smells like sunscreen and salty air and who knows what else. But it's the combination that smells distinctly like Mexico. I was surrounded by it as I sorted laundry out of my suitcase. I wish I could bottle it and keep it forever. I have learned that the sense of smell is one of the most powerful. And the most elusive and unexpected. Mexico clings to my clothes and hair and books. But it will be gone soon and it's not something I'll get to cherish forever. But there are other things I can, all of the things I learned there.



General Things I Learned:

Lizards actually do run on their back legs, and it's awesome. Also, iguanas hang out in trees, and occasionally tumble out of them. Also awesome.

Pepto bismol tablets turn your tongue black. Gross.

The color of the water in Cozumel really is as bright as it looks in those idyllic pictures you see.

Jelly fish stings hurt.

The forecast is never right.

God's the most amazing artist. I was constantly in awe of His creation.



Things I Learned About Myself:



I love snorkeling.

People in costumes still terrify me.

I can eat a surprising amount of food.

I actually can be in the sun for a whole week without burning!

However, I don't tan much.

I am capable of doing adventurous things without being crippled by fear (namely of snakes). In fact I can almost talk myself out of fear.



I enjoy getting soaked in mud.

I am capable of bargaining with Mexican vendors!



I love my home and relaxing on the couch each night with my husband. A week of vacation is actually enough.

I enjoy traveling with people. Other people teach me things and make me look at things in a different way.



What I Learned About Peter:
(or what was reinforced, I already knew most of these things)




He doesn't get worked up about anything.

He is friendly to everyone, always.

He is hilarious. In a dry way. And he is completely unaware of this.

Watching people discover how funny he is brings me endless joy.

He still gets excited over tonka trucks.

He is capable of reading a whole book in less than a year. In fact, he can finish one in a week!

He only got on a plane because he loves me, and he'd be happy to never have to do it again.

Even when he feels sick and horrible and is forced to be on a plane and stand in long endless lines he still manages to be good natured. You would hardly know that he is suffering.

He is extremely positive.

He makes me feel safe.

His laugh is the best sound in the world.


Things I Learned About Jenelle:



She is the klutz-iest person I know :) if there is something to trip over or run in to, she will.



She eats very slowly ;) but honestly if that's how she manages to eat so much and still stay so skinny, more power to her!

She notices everything. The littlest things bring her joy and nothing is boring. I love her point of view. I hope to be more like her in this.

She always has a little smile on her face when she takes pictures. Even when she has been doing it for a while.

She has this certain little laugh when she is laughing at her husband. It's adorable and I love it and I wonder if he has ever noticed the difference.

She makes friends everywhere she goes. People are drawn to her.

When discovering a frog has been stepped on, she entombs it in a leaf and lovingly relocates it to the jungle.

She talks to any and all animals

She craves adventure and in turn makes everything into an adventure. Everything is more fun when Jenelle is around.

Most situations cause her to dance.

She is so thoughtful.



Things I Learned About My Brother:


He is still the funniest person I know.

He still makes super weird faces

He gets one annoying thing in his head and repeats it for days on end until everyone is repeating it and will never forget it.

He says flobberworm as an expletive. Often.

I absolutely love his laugh. Especially when he laughs at himself.

He is still one of my best friends. I can't believe I ever forgot this.




He is so happy. And positive. And unaffected by negativity.

He is very much like his dad. Also, he is going to be an amazing dad. These things go hand in hand.

When discovering a tiny hermit crab on the beach, most people would stop, look, and keep walking. He takes it with him, names it Alfonzo, and bonds with it in the sand.



He is quite fearless. Barracuda follow him and he just keeps on keepin on.



He drives like a maniac :)Which actually is a requirement in Cozumel.

He can find humor in any situation.

He becomes Joe Cool when he drinks ;)





Overall I learned that I am blessed beyond what I ever could possibly deserve. I learned that I have the best people in the world for family (honestly I knew this, but spending a week with them was the best). I learned that God delights in watching us explore His creation, I just know He does.

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Best Books in 2011 (that I read)

I had a brilliant idea! I love recommending books to people, and last year was a year full of wonderful books! So here goes...

1) The Help by Katherine Stockett
~ I don't even think I need to elaborate on this considering most people have read it and/or watched the movie by now! All I have to say is, READ IT! I don't care if you've seen the movie. The book is phenomenal and still well worth your time.

2) The Night Circus by Erin Morgenstern
~ I couldn't get enough of this creative genius of a book! It is truly the most imaginative book I have ever read. Morgenstern creates a whole world that exists in a traveling circus that only opens once night has fallen. In this atmosphere two magicians, Celia and Marco, must compete in a battle challenge that one of them will not survive. They are unaware of who their opponent is, and know very little about the actual challenge. After a series of innocent meetings, the pair falls in love. I know you're rolling your eyes right? Give it a chance! It is an absolutely mesmerizing novel. You won't want to leave the world she immerses you in.

3) The Language of Flowers by Vanessa Diffenbaugh
~ The beautiful and moving story of young girl who has spent her whole life moving from one foster home to the next. The one thing Victoria is truly passionate about is the Victorian Language of Flowers. Once she is emancipated from the system she becomes homeless in a park where she plants her first garden. Her gifts are discovered by a local florist and soon she is given a job. She uses her talent to help people convey messages with flowers. Not only will you learn a ton about flowers, you will be moved by Victoria's story as she struggles with a tumultuous past and tries to create a future free of the baggage.

4) One Thousand Gifts by Ann Voskamp
~ The most life changing, beautiful book I have ever read! Ann has a way of using language to its fullest, everything comes alive and everything is so beautiful. My life felt so different while I was reading this book and I am starting it again because I loved the way it changed me. 

5) Unplanned by Abby Johnson
~ This book will probably get its own blog post... It is the story of a woman who was the Director of a Planned Parenthood in Texas. After being called into a room to watch an ultrasound guided abortion she left the clinic to join the Coalition for Life. Her story is unbelievable, and long story short, it brought me to where I am today.

6) Hotel on the Corner of Bitter and Sweet by Jamie Ford
~ This was just a really well written and fascinating book. It takes place during WW2 in California. A Chinese boy becomes friends with a Japanese girl and their friendship is challenged and ultimately torn apart when Keiko is taken to a Japanese Internment Camp. This book highlights a side of WW2 that we don't pay attention to often enough. SO GOOD!

7) The Glass Castle by Jeannette Walls
~ Just a flat out amazing story! She endured so many hardships and turned out okay! Walls writes about a childhood that was downright pitiful, without an ounce of self pity.

8) The House at Riverton and The Forgotten Garden both by Kate Morton
 ~I am totally hooked on Kate Morton. Her 3rd book is accompanying me to Mexico :) She is just so imaginative and draws on history and romance and mystery. Her books are so whimsical!

This list really has only just begun! But being as I have no internet at home, it's proving to be very difficult to finish these posts! So here's a partial post!